I'm feeling quite angry and frustrated now, and confused. These are all normal emotions. I also felt these a lot when I was a cub. They triggered an anxiety disorder and a mood disorder when I was a cub. Deceit within relationships as a clinical psychologist noted in writing. That part was accurate....

Maybe angry isn't the right word. I'm mostly feeling confused. That was my main feeling as a little cub too. Things did not add up, as a cub I could not make sense of some of the things going on ... I had so little of the true information it was impossible to make sense of the dynamics between my parents, my mother's depression and emotional detachment, my father's frequent, long trips ''abroad, on business''...