I wonder how much I missed, or feel annoyed that my greatest accomplishment is surviving something that in many ways seemed unnecessary? Sometimes it makes me feel 'behind' that given how determined and optimistic I can be, how that could have been used for general life purposes instead of dispensing my resources for abusive situations... and perhaps I wouldn't feel somewhat emotionally tired now... Anyway.

Hi, don't worry you're not alone here, I also feel the same after learning that being subject to electronic harassment and gang stalking is now a brain disorder, it also seams pointless as well, always remember we are TI's, and our time will one day come.

Every dog has it's day!