I just learned I dodged a bullet from three years ago. This gives me a little hope. I'm thinking that maybe my current rejected application is a blessing in disguise. But it barely makes me happy. What's the blessing of pandemic?
Yesterday, I read about what they have made in the past six years. I feel so pathetic. I have nothing good to compared with of except graduating. I couldn't even finish my projects from 6 years ago. I'm just a big mouth loser.