Hi I’m 36 and facing my second divorce and feel like I don’t know who I am anymore. This relationship was by far my best ever. I felt I did my best and showed as much love as a partner can show their wife. It was very unexpected and I truly felt she was the one I would be with for the rest of my life. She has now cut off all communication between us and am pretty sure she is filing for divorce. And here I am again lost and just don’t even know what to do? Nothing feels good like it used to. Not my hobbies or recreational activities. I can’t sleep through the night and struggle to even get out of bed. I never was one to cook for myself before so I’m even having trouble maintaining any sort of diet and losing weight very fast. I have reached out for help and start trauma counseling today. I just feel so alone and like I don’t even know where to start to heal. I’m sure many of you feel the same just looking to hear from someone who might have some answers?