"Part of the "problem" about going to see T is I like him so much that just being with him makes me feel really good, but that isn't what I need to deal with anxiety, is it? So when I "feel good" with him then it seems like the problem isn't as important and then I leave his office and I am right back where I started from. I know T told me once before a long time ago that he was worried I was unable to deal with an issue successfully in his office because of the positive feelings I had for him--they were masking my grief over something else. So I had to deal with this outside of his presence. (He gave me advice on how to do this.) Does anyone else ever get that?"

Yep.... Just to be in a postivie environment with someone who cares about me... all my problems just melt away and i laugh and smile... and then go home back to the depression, anxiety, panic attacks....