Thank you, Bethanyrose. I am glad that my husband will continue to have a relationship with our children. That sounds really frustrating what you are dealing with. I'm so up and down with all of it and then I doubt if I've made the right decision, and other times am so sure. Today is good so far. It actually helps me to remember crappy times because otherwise I feel guilty that I'm the one leaving. We worked really hard to work it out, but I don't have it in me to keep trying. I'm exhausted from all of it! Thank you again for writing. I really appreciate it.