Not to worry about being unpleasant Soupe. I find your joy very positive. I'm just worried about you is all, just worried that it will end badly. Sounds like you are doing what you can, with the med increases and staying in touch with your psychiatrist and getting your husband to take over some of your workload. Other than things Fern mentioned the only other thing i can think of is limiting your contact with people IRL and really trying to focus on making the interaction go well when something is unavoidable.

We're all here for you!