My father is coming home for hospice care tomorrow. They said he has one to two weeks left. I have such conflicting feelings about it that I am kind of numb. I thought I would be more depressed but I am not. We have had a strained relationship because he loved to push my buttons. I don’t want to regret not making amends but I just don’t think I can forgive him. That is probably why I feel numb. I know I will probably get very depressed soon. Not a good time to be starting a new T. She has me coming in three times a week to start since my dad is going to pass soon.