If he asks me for example, when the last time I self harmed was...I would not say because it’s private. If I wanted to bring it up, I would. I don’t see that as lying. Although he did ask me what something felt like once, and I lied and said it was good and fine and nice when I really should’ve said how much more it meant to me and helped me, and how much I needed it. I get scared if I tell someone they mean a lot to me, that they will go away or take it from me. In this way, I am aware that people who lie to others are often lying to themselves first.