Today is also one of my oldest girlfriend's birthdays. I am most sad about and disappointed in this friend. She moved across country a year ago, and I've been the only one initiating contact since then. I am tired of it. My birthday was last month, and she never wished me a happy birthday. I don't feel like reaching out to wish her a nice birthday. I know how that sounds - like I'm being vindictive or something. It's not that. It's that I am hurt that she hasn't even reached out ONCE since moving to check in and say hello. It's really upsetting, and now it's her birthday and I'm ignoring it.

On top of everything else, now I just feel sad and very lonely. I wish I could talk to my girlfriend.