Things are mellow for me for the first time in a long time. Feels good. Son is doing much better. I haven't had a panic attack in 2 days. I'm hoping the trileptal is helping. I cant take all my meds at once or I get a really weird feeling and have a panic attack. So I take most of them at 11pm and then eat something, and take the rest of them at about 1am. It seems to be working. Keeping me from having the weird feeling.
Hope everyone is having a good day.

hugs to those struggling!