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Yes, I have. I'm honest but not when I have suicidal thoughts. I don't feel like that very often, but when I do, it is my secret. I won't tell anyone because I fear being forced into the hospital. My therapist, a psychiatrist, has hospital privileges, so the fear is real. She's done it before.
I'm so afraid of ending up in the hospital, because of what happened there in the past. My character was judged harshly. I'd rather die than go through that again.
I was suicidal in July. It was the first time I felt like that in 8 years. I only recently told my psychiatrist about it. She seemed surprised.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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