It really is an addition. I've lost jobs, so it continues to be my job. Either way, I want it daily, sometimes twice a day. I think about it all the time, I hide my phone to take breaks from sexting men. Sometimes I'm juggling 3 or 4 conversations at a time. I want constant attention. I've been so depressed. I've been staying in bed, except to go on dates. I forced myself to go in a hike. It helped. I'm trying to ignore the messages. Ugh, it feels good to unload here.