I had a tragedy strike recently. My grandma, who raised me part of my life, died in a car accident. I am so distraught from that tragedy and also I need to move into section 8 housing and my family is berating me for it. I've been disabled for 3 years for bipolar and also a head injury. The section 8 housing is in my little town of 1500 people and is only 10 units, mostly elderly people so it's very nice. I'm just so shameful right now that I need to move into there. My mom and stepdad are telling me I'm just lazy. I feel like if one more crisis strikes my life in the next few weeks, I'm going to lose it. I don't like feelings of shame. I'm tired of living with shame. Am I right to have shame about this? Should I have tried harder? These questions are all swirling in my head and all I want is rest.