I always create alternate versions of myself.
Like I'm starting to make up stories where I'm a super hero, villain, an NBA star or something else where all the attention is on me. I'm always imagining that I'm in a relationship when a beautiful girl (It can be a celebrity or a girl that I saw on a bus) Then I start to play the role by myself in my room. I speak alone, but in my head it is as if I was in the world I had created. It has become stronger than me and I find it unbearable. I really want it to stop, but I just can't. I'm always losing time because of this. What is happening to me? Am I a psychopath? Please help me.
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