I've withdrawn from a spiritual belief a number of times, but all my friends are devoted to the same belief and whilst I've been really grateful for their care and friendship I'm facing up to the fact that they have always persuaded me back.

I cant talk about the belief further here without breaking the rules.

Has anyone else been in this difficult ,to say the least, situation?

I have mental health issues too which have been improving but I dont work so I'm rather isolated.