I hope it will keep doing so

I will tell you what i know about healing...

1. You should BE AWARE OF it.
2. You should TAKE RESPONSIBILITY because no one but YOU are responsibel for your won decissions

3. Do you like it or you want to change? if you do-
4. you should INVESTIGATE and understand why do you haev this behavior.

From what i read you startign jumping into sex and relationships very fast after that year of having a boyfriend.

Why is that? You feel you can`t resist? You think it gives you an adventage?

There is a reaosn behind this behavior..after you discover it...well you should except yourself whatever there reason is and see how you don`t believe it any more.

Most of our reactions are not real feelings but thoughts masked into feelings which and you believe in them and have been acting unconciously for years. So when you discover this you should try to convince yourself agains it. Now fighting it better letting go.

But that is how this self work goes as far as i know

You started having this type of behaviour for a reason, and if you discover what lies behind it you can change yourself.

Don`t rely on another "nice guy" rely on YOURSELF.

good luck