I hear you. I promise things always get better. Sometimes it does sound good to just go somewhere far away. Well, wherever we go, there we are. It doesn’t always solve the issues. But sometimes moving locations is a very good idea. Maybe looking for a job out of state is the start. Are there jobs in your field? With this stupid covid you can’t even take a proper trip
Can you go to your parents for a weekend just to take a break or it’s not doable during covid? Visit your sister? Is she out of state?