I have a great therapist she has taken time to get to know me and finally after 18 months I think she is starting really help me. She has been super understanding right now she says that im describing the losing focus allot more. We where suppose to start EMDR soon, she wants to do some testing to see how much this impacts my life. I always knew something was not right sometimes i forget major time gaps, i go back to my past for days on. I hope in time to understand myself. It's scary yeas, but i want to get better and not be stuck in my life all the time. Thank you for allowing me to post here.