Thank you for your kindness. You are absolutely right. i thought I was okay, but then he blindsided me. At first, i just worried about getting him back. Now I actually think do I even want him back. I'm scheduled to start therapy to see what I want. I hope to get at least 2 sessions in before Our Talk. Its hard because I have big time trust issues and he was the one person I trusted completely, and he does this. I don't know if I can get over this betrayal. I don't have many people in my life so thanks for listening!