I feel a lot better mental health wise today. I was able to use my weighted blanket this morning for a couple hours and it helped my anxiety tremendously. My depression is still bad but the anxiety was what was getting to me. My pain still sucks and I still don’t know if I’m healing right. I keep getting these sharp shooting pains and it hurts to touch it. It’s tough not knowing if you’re going to end up in the psych hospital or in surgery. But I think I’m ok mental health wise I can deal with the depression. The physical stuff is concerning though.