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So our weather took a sudden turn from stuffy-warm to real autumn chill and wildly windy. I am so grateful for the cooler weather, but the sunlight is lower and the usual feeling of dread/gloom/grief/loss (I guess it's depression? But it feels like vicious anxiety, too) has crept in a bit today. It's by no means really bad, yet. I can handle it, at this point. This year will be especially challenging because of not seeing my pdoc and T f2f. Oh, well...back to "telemedicine is better than nothing."
I miss my children, they're so into their own lives - which is wonderful! - it's just that I miss them. And I sure don't see any grandchildren coming along. With the exception of my older sister and my BIL all the older people in my family are dead. It's at this time of year that the losses feel acutely present.
Anyway. I could ramble on. Off to watch the World Series.
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