Thank you.

I'm actually physically shaking right now. I must take an anti-anxiety pill to help me to calm down.

Today I called my own individual therapist again to schedule a second session for this week. I need to talk to him today if at all possible.

I pray I get this job offer - otherwise, it will be very tough to pretend that things are Ok in my marriage while I look for work and plan my exit strategy.

I know what I must do -- and I must leave him. I really don't feel I have a choice now.

I cannot believe I have to also go through a divorce, during one of the worst years ever. Let's just pile it all on, shall we? It's COVID, then I lost my job, now I must divorce. Awesome.