I do not purge. However, I do go on binge eating from time to time and the bad thing it has caused me to put a whole lot of weight on. I thought about trying to starve myself or puke. However, most people feel guilty about their weight because our society is so consumed with body image-our media-models etc. My advice is try to talk to a therapist or physcian if you make yourself puke-you could have an eating disorder and there our treatments out there that can help. Also, be careful when taking laxatives because this may cause stomach problems and costant puking causes the esophagus-your throat to become irritated and may lead to throat problems. I know this because a friend of mine use to have an eating disorder and ran into problems because they puked constantly. Please, take care-and try not to let food cosume you all day long.