Now I am getting really angry over ALL the crap I've endured from him.

The icing on the cake for me was yesterday and the final nails in the coffin for a divorce:

Talk about lack of integrity and honesty??????? We were at Home Depot yesterday. He took a picture of a lower price than what the item we were buying cost. The item we were buying did not have a sticker with the price on it. I am certain the item cost $17.99 because that's what it said on the self beside the item. So he took a screenshot of a far lower price on the shelf, showed it to the clerk, and then got away with paying a LOT less for a higher priced item. We paid $3 for an item that cost $17.99 because of what he pulled. He did this DELIBERATELY, in knowing it cost more. NO integrity. I would never do something like this ever - not at this age. Maybe when I was 15!

That was it for me. He defends his so called "integrity", yet practically steals from Home Depot for a matter of a difference in $15??? He is NOT trustworthy at all. And he proved it to me by doing this..... yet another instance of dishonesty.

On top of getting pleasure out of pushing my buttons and making me upset yesterday.

Last week it was "sure, I don't give a s-h-i-t" when I wanted to do something NICE for him.

And the week before, he blew up at me again.

And in bed he called me "one way sally" when he woke me up to fool around, but he pleasured me 1st, and I accidentally fell asleep again. One way sally???? What an insult. The week before I had pleasured him without any reciprocation. What an A-hole!

I am SO done with listening to his excuses, his BS and his justifications around his bad and abusive behaviors. DONE.

And I am DONE with being treated this way. DONE.

He is an abuser and always will be. He is dishonest and dishonorable and always will be. CHARACTER does not change and no amount of therapy will fix poor character.

I am listening to my own self and what I think now, and I am no longer taking his BS excuses.

Now it's black and white for me. This guy is of low character. And I deserve FAR better.