((Chalmette))
It really sucks when our dreams feel unreachable. It makes you want to give up, I know. Sometimes I play a head game with myself about these kinds of wishes and desires so I don't get stuck in trying to get something that feels impossible. So, maybe you could save up for a vacation on a houseboat? I think there are such things. Or maybe you could think about what the houseboat means to you and find another way to fulfill the desire? Think about expanding your dreams and you might find some fulfillment.
Best,