i COMPLETELY Agree with the Wise and WONDERFUL @Yaowen! Definitely contact a doctor or therapist. It does seem like a case of anhedonia/depression but we can't be sure. Please do seek help. You BOTH deserve better! Keep trying! Keep fighting! Things can improve! NEVER give up Hope! SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Faithful1989, Your Family, Your FriEnds, Your GirlFriEnds and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!