Sometimes the answer is simpler than it looks, there's nothing wrong with that. Choosing the right person for us can be a REALLY hard task! You are doing your best by trying to improve and learn with experience. If the current relationship doesn't suit You, definitely try to decide what the best option may be. Keep trying! SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Have Hope, Your Family, Your FriEnds, Your Husband and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!