i COMPLETELY agree with the Wise and WONDERFUL @Bill3 here. i'd suggest to contact a therapist and even talk about ALL of this with Your GirlFriEnd as well. Talk things out. Ask yourself whether or not there's any valid reason to Break up right now. Self-analysis is difficult but it can be worth it! SEnding many safe, warm hugs to BOTH You, @Gromit1234, Your Family, Your FriEnds, Your GirlFriEnd and ALL of Your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!