I don't know what has happened in the past month or two (or even since I lost my job), but I'm not doing well in every shape and form. There's so much I need to address that I'm not addressing because so much of my life is bombarded by these delusions and anxieties. Basically psychosis symptoms but also anxiety and depression. My anxiety being more of a priority than depression, I think? I'm having health issues, physical health issues, that are just worsening because of my weight and I really need help with my weight but more than just eating bad and the medicine I'm on. I think it's a psychological thing. Like I use food for comfort. My body is in bad shape due to that, but idk how to address it. I don't address it either because I'm so concerned about my anxieties in life. My anxiety controls me.