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Yesterday I got injured at work. My boss sent me to Emergency. While I was at Triage I thought I felt "calm". Apparently not. My heart was racing at 122 BPM which set the alarm off on the vitals monitor. My BP was 160/100. This made me realize that my constant state of anxiety tricks my body, that it feels normal to be in a perpetual state of stress. Yikes.
I really hate anxiety and living like this. The exhaustion and irritability is pure hell. I'm watching it slowly destroy my body, especially my stomach. Will this disorder kill me?
Before I left the department, I had to get my vitals taken again. My heart rate dropped to 90 and BP 140/72.
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Dx: Didgee Disorder
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