I've been doing monthly ketamine infusions since the first of the year. They work great for my TRD and PTSD. Anxiety and OCD, not so much.
I recently learned you can have a relapse while taking the infusions which I have experienced recently. I hated it but it still was no where near the horror of my constant death wish that I had before the treatments.
I hope to keep taking the infusions for the rest of my life, what there is left of it.
Before, I broke my hand twice beating the crap out of a door, threw a hairbrush through my bedroom window, attacked my husband several times and couldn't stop crying. My friends were scared for me and I just wanted the pain to stop, no matter what. Luckily I found Ketamine.