ooooooh, that sounds HARD. But good, too. Like some DEEP healing is taking place. I hope the new anti-depressant makes it more bearable for you. I'm glad you can feel safe enough with T to do this work. Now I know what my T says when he says I do something "courageous" because that's just how I'm feeling about what YOU are doing....you are being courageous.
((((((((((((((((Miss C )))))))))))))))