I can relate to you. I've also had lots of jobs in different areas. I'm 58 and still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I don't know about you but, boredom is my worst enemy on the job. The hardest part for me is figuring out what I really want to do. You are still young and, have time to explore options. I don't think it's laziness, more like being insecure about a different environment or relationship. Good luck with your career dreams, whatever they may be.