I feel alright today but I’m super groggy from the remeron. I slept decently with it but I kept waking up after very vivid dreams. But I slept pretty good. I feel pretty calm just because of how sedated I am. I went to Dollar General and I was kind of like a zombie. I found the grape chap stick I went in for though. Doctor wanted me to stop my topamax and Wellbutrin and as for my hunger it seems even worse then before. I couldn’t even finish my iced coffee and I’m always chugging them. That’s why I told the doc I’m honestly not sure if I’m purposely restricting or if something got messed up from my surgery so I’m legit not hungry anymore. I’m lying down now.