5 hours until Esther's vet appointment, if the vet is on time which I highly doubt as he seems to never be on time. I wish I was home with her today but I just got back to being at work full time and I already need Friday off to go to my sister's. I really hope the vet doesn't tell me it is time to let her go. But if he does, I hope I am strong enough to do it. I don't want my baby suffering. She is probably hiding out under my bed anyway. That's where she was yesterday.