Saw my doc, in short, care giving is my main point of depression. I love my Dad, but his depression and suffering is hard to bear, I have a tendency to chronic depression so trying to lighten things up is hard. He really thinks he's nearing the end, so me being the sole person near him, I try to encourage him to move around a bit more. I only went to the dentist today, and after telling him about 4 times he still called me while I was away. He has lifeline set up, but he's not happy without company even for short periods. My own doc suggested getting someone else in the home to care give, but I cant even get Dad in the car or to town or to his own doctor. I miss working, and I also need the money now that I have more expenses.