I feel good. Like my mood is stable. I'll be happy to see my psych NP and let her know I'm doing well because it's been a loooong months after months of med adjustments. I hope to stay stable from now on. Of course, I know I'll still have my ups and downs, but I'd like to get through a year without any major episodes. Then I can fully be ready for when I start taking my college classes again in the spring. I won't have to worry about having to stop again due to mental health problems. I'm determined to do everything I can to maintain my stability. I'll do volunteer work when I can find some and am ready. And after college I'll get a part time job somewhere through supportive employment.

Anyway, I hope to get somewhere in life. It may not be as great as where other people may be but I hope to at least finish up my associates degree and move on to my bachelors and eventually masters and get a decent job.