Julielynn Im going through something very similar as your situation with you husband. I can totally understand what you are feeling. I say give yourself time to digest everything that happened. I know it’s very hard to have your marriage fall apart in minutes specially when you thought your marriage fine. Feel all the feels and know that you don’t have to rush into making any decisions. Hugs and know that self love and self care is very important during this time. Be gentle with yourself and don’t try to act out if anger as you don’t want to look back and regret your actions. I’m here for support.