I have the "worst of two worlds" lol....first off i am taking 200 MG of zoloft for my OCD and my OCD has improved dramatically (80-85% or so on the thoughts in my head and 70-75% on the rituals). The part which I struggle with both still is at work. I take 60 MG on adderall on a typical day (sometimes 67.5 or 75 on a long day) but my OCD has always been bad with numbers and organizing things and tasks. With my work I have a lot of numbers and my clients are also focused in excel so sometimes I spend more time organizing things or checking certain clients that getting all my work done. What is really annoying is how my ADHD and OCD conflict. For example, my room is either messy or when it is clean everything has to be organized a certain way. These two conflict each other and sometimes it is hard to control them. Does anyone have any suggestions to which I can use in my daily life?

I have some great books to which i have to read but as I stated...sometimes things become difficult with these two things clashing. I have great days and not so good days but the thing is I am doing my thing making that paper but I have such amazing ideas and thoughts to which I cannot implement sometimes. I am struggling with this and have always since I was younger had problems following through when a certain assignment is nearly done. It is a daily struggle but I am glad I know what I have and will work hard doing what I can do to improve and I would appreciate any feedback.

-sasss