My therapist is sort of on the fence about DID for me. She diagnosed me, took it away, then says I dont know. So we just do our own thing in therapy. Im fine with it. Unfortunately though when I have questions sometimes she doesn't know the answers because she knows very little about dissociative disorders. She admitted that (I do have a DID diagnosis from a specialist in my area but some red flags have been raised so I dont trust her opinion) Anyway, I have thoughts. I call them that because they sound like me (me just thinking) but they arent coming from me. They comment on things or say things I dont think like thoughts but are foreign to me. I have not been diagnosed schizophrenic and I dont hear voices. My therapist thinks I may hear thoughts because things were so overwhelming I didn't want to feel them when I was little. Im going to ask her more about that next week. Why I'm here after writing all my history is that my "thoughts" sound different. They arent as loud as they were. They kind of just blend in a little (I can still tell them apart) but they blend in with my regular thoughts more. They arent as scary. I dont remember having them in childhood or at all really until 2 1/2 years ago. So I was 41 then. My therapist said that its possible I wouldn't have recognized them (the foreign thoughts I call chatter). Im wondering why they have changed in sound? Dhe doesn't know much about DID like I said so any thoughts would help. TIA