I keep getting back into wanting to restrict a lot and use my old eating disorder behaviors. I try to do it because I want to lose more weight. But I can’t restrict while taking metformin (I’m on it to help with antipsychotic weight, not diabetes) but still if I don’t eat enough while on it I get sick cause my blood sugar probably gets too low. Anyway I lost 15 lbs on it but it just doesn’t feel like enough. Idk. I’m 5ft 4 and 148lbs so still technically a tiny bit overweight. I want to get back to 130lbs.
Idk what I’m writing this for. It’s just stuff that’s been going on with me lately.