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Originally Posted by BethRags
Feeling down. In a few days it will be 2 years since my daughter has communicated with me. In 2018 I had the worst manic episode I've ever had. I ended up IP. My daughter decided that having a mom with BD didn't fit into her professional life. She and I had been extremely close, but when she cut me off she used a hatchet. Chop. Zero contact.
Last night my husband (her dad) spoke with her; he avoids conflict at any cost so will never confront her about her estrangement with me. That really hurts; I feel that I cannot truly trust him.
So it goes.
I'm trying not to think about her, but it's hard not to, especially as we enter the holiday season. Especially this holiday season, already being stressful and dreary.
The pain is immense.
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I am so sorry. I’m thinking of you and sending big hugs.
