If you mean that, and I believe you do, then you can't leave the earth, because then you won't be here if she comes to find that she feels differently, and want to turn back to you and the relationship; if she needs you and your not here anymore, than it isn't true that you would do ANYTHING, (including staying alive/surviving even if it meant a lot of suffering), right? I think that we don't ever know what is in the future, but that it is worth it to stick around and find out, plus, woman tend to miss something once they have lost it = seeing you move forward could be the best way to challenge her current feelings, right? Just something to think about... Your friend, Peanut

<font color=blue>HI FROM PEANUT </font color=blue>