I paid my rent today. I paid October's on October 20th since we didn't know what my portion was going to be until then. And then I paid November's today so that's a lot. But I want to buy some lights for my balcony. Someone a few apartments down has white lights on their balcony! I think I'm going to get colored ones.

@Bipolarchic14 You shouldn't feel ashamed for having state insurance. You qualify I'm sure or they wouldn't have given it to you. And applying for it is not easy! You did all that hard work and you deserve to get it. And this is just a temporary thing until you get a new job.