Thanks so much, Beth. Rough dzy. Called crisis line. ER. Whole thing. Nice police people helped me. Got totally psychotic, ranting and raving crazy talk. No clue what I am saying when psychotic, justconstant terror of upsetting my creator. Total andobabble.

Fine now. I do get intermittent, short psychotic bursts. I do. So short, you cannot even medicate them and they âre gone. I always come here or to my sz pals, but was quicly overwhelmed and dialed 911, afraid of a single, terrifying command. Super terror. Yikes !

But. But. I did know enough even through the hazy mess that when I think God is asking me to jump again, that that is s always, always false data. Always.

Doc and nurses and police were so sweet. So helpful. I do love our police very much. Such hard jobs. Gonna write a thank you note. I am.

Thanks for the lovely support. The police and hospital all complemented us. You guys. Obviously no name of where or who we are. But I did say, this is how we save our respective lives every day. They had no idea. They were really in awe of us. They were. Wanted you all to know. Hugs.