When it comes to opening up and socializing good things are happening, I’m learning a lot. Anyway, long story short, the unfortunate past of mine shaped up my personality in a way I’m not quite sure is good or bad.

Let’s say something bad happens, you got fired, your relationship ended, or someone died. I say “sh…t happens”. I’m going to find the best way to deal with the situation when it comes to “what’s next? what do we do, literally?”, but I’m not going to feel bad, sorry or depressed. S… t happens. Moving on. Period. I think it's because I don't care anymore, life was pretty harsh to me and things don't bother me no more.

Sometimes I think it’s not so bad after all. I remain focused when things go bad and that gives me the ability to be the strong one and to fight back or to do whatever is neccesary. Seems like a person like me might have been a great help to some people... and to myself. For instance, I’ve never been cheated on but something deep down inside tells me that it would be possible for me to deal with such situation without too much drama. But again, I may be wrong on this one since I’ve never been there.

I’m really into your thoughts. Honestly every word is priceless to me since I learn a lot and I don’t feel like discussing issues like that with people I know personally.