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Originally Posted by Have Hope
Why don’t you be the one to pull the trigger? An apology isn’t much. Actions speak louder than words. If he had any decency he would have ended it with you instead of sneaking around behind your back for 8 months. This means that for 8 months he’s lied about where he’s been and about what he’s been doing. He snuck around, talking to her and seeing her on the sly, while deceiving you. Can you really ever trust this man again? Would you be able to get past a long term affair and deceit?
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I don't know if I can get past it. I have my first therapy appointment this week. Im leaning heavily to leaving. I'm just not there yet. I need to get some things in order. I already have an attorney in mind. I guess I want him to have the balls to pull the trigger. I'm just scared out of my mind. I want to be able to get my credit card, that's in my name only paid down before I do anything. Its just hard ya know Ive been with this person for more than half my life. Theres just a very very small part of me holding me back. Im hoping therapy will help me work that out