I don't know if I can get past it. I have my first therapy appointment this week. Im leaning heavily to leaving. I'm just not there yet. I need to get some things in order. I already have an attorney in mind. I guess I want him to have the balls to pull the trigger. I'm just scared out of my mind. I want to be able to get my credit card, that's in my name only paid down before I do anything. Its just hard ya know Ive been with this person for more than half my life. Theres just a very very small part of me holding me back. Im hoping therapy will help me work that out