i cant do this... work, cleaning...
everything!
i just cant.today i went back to work after 2 weeks and it was such an uphill battle....
i just cant do it.
i try and try and try.....
but now i have to cut myself.
deep
deeper
i hate it
i hate being me
my plan is to make necessarry arrangements, and cut myself bad enough to get to the ER, so maybe just maybe, someone will fix me.
cuz im all broken inside.
the torture....
the suffering.....
i know i HAVE to go on, i HAVE to work, but i just cant , it hurts i cant take this pain. i cant cope anymore. i dont know what to do.